HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!  I thought today was going to suck...but it has actually been the best Valentines so far!  I got to my SAMS class, and they all gave me hugs as usual, and then they showed me a Valentine box that they made me.  It was sooo adorable!  They all put cute little Valentines that they made into it.  Then, they were all excited all morning and being crazy...which is surprisingly fun.  Then, I went back to school for like 2 hours, and got Valentines from my friends, which are the most amazing friends ever!  Then, I got to go back to my SAMS class for their party.  It was so fun! I really miss being a kid! It was so cute..one boy asked me if when he was older if I would "please please please by my girlfriend!"  I was like awwww.   Then another boy told me I was really pretty, so that made my day.  Then I was leaving and some other interesting stuff happened......

Cheerleading is over in two weeks.  I know I said that I couldn't wait for it to get over, and how much I hated it...but after Friday night, I realized how much I love it and how much I am going to miss it.  Our senior night performance couldn't have been anymore amazing.  Everything hit perfectly, and it was awesome!  Eye of the Tiger was  hilarious too!! It just feels really good to work your butt off for so long, and put everything you have into something, and actaully be rewarded for it.  Even people from Duschesne came up to me and told me how awesome our routine was. I was sooo happy! And, I was on the news!! (too bad I didn't even get to see it!)   Then after the performance, I was amazed how everything went up perfectly and stuff....and I started crying, and I NEVER cry in front of people!  I couldn't help it.  It was just weird to think that I wouldn't be able to ever do something like that again.  I've been working so hard for 4 years, and now it's over.  I'm really going to miss all of the girls!  I love them all so freaking much!! <3

This weekend was pretty fun...Friday was a boys basketball game.  It was ALOT of fun!  They won by a lot, and the Mizzou band was playing, so it made it more fun.  Then, Kristi, Dana, Whitney, and I went and saw Brokeback Mountain.  It was really dumb...way too drug out and boring! 

Whitney, Dana, and I at Kristi's before the movie....I took lots of pics and for some reason, that was the only one that turned out...weird.

So, the game tonight was fun. We won by a lot, so that's always great!  I figured I would start putting pics on here (and actaully taking them)...so, here are some from the game tonight....

Me, Stancil, and Kristi right before the game.  I swear that's like the first time he has actually let us take a pic with him.

Me, Jill, Kristi, and Colleen....good times, good times....

Kristi and I pondering on who we want to go to prom with.....seriuosly tho...who am I gonna go with?...our school has seriusly 0 decent guys in it...the sad part is that I am not even exaggerating.

Me and Jill....haha!!!!...remember the neck one, Jill??!!!!??

Wow, I am in such a sucky mood today, and I don't know why.  I just feel blah lately, who knows. 

I just never tell anyone what I want to, and then it all bottles up and I get like this.....people suck.

I just wish I was able to tell people how I really feel, and not get embarrassed or feel bad.  I guess I'm just not a very connfrontational person.

the end (sorry if its not very interesting,  i just needed to get that out)